Good Bye

It's time for another good bye. Alden bid his little friend Teagan farewell. It was adorable. They told one another that they will be friends forever and that when they are not with one another, they miss each other. Haha.

This thing, good bye, it makes my stomach turn and my hands shake. I don't know when it will be that I get to see him next, it's usually never more than a month... sometimes two. Still, not knowing is the scariest feeling I've ever had to deal with. At this point I'm at a loss at why I am not here, with him. I thought I was doing something noble, something good for his future... this fact is starting to unravel and may actually not be so absolute.